sometimes i cant help but think that they are so bias =/
just because they think that she might leave anytime without telling.
maybe i shouldn't have consult tplqfoh abt mrs koh's offer.i should have just accept mrs koh's offer and render resignation. then they'll know it's not just zwppoof ubo that MIGHT leave.

somemore hor, i'm just an JMT hor, which according to tfmjob who is an MT who address herself as small fry, i realise i'm the tiny tiny fry who no one will appreciate your effort.
and of course lar, super easily replacable.
and the reason tplqfoh sounded that they need you so much, is simply because they don't have the luxury of time to train new staff.

nothing to do with appreciation.


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i'm glad that i haven go to HR and sign the renewal-contract thingy.
after all that have happened, it strucks me that the reason i can easily feel upset abt other people said, it's simply because i care too much.
and from today onwards, i shall care less. it doesn't matter anymore.and abt the contract, i shall think it over again. after all, it's not a bad thing to switch environment even if it's just for like.. 3 months?
yes. to work under mrs koh is surely nice =) the only bad thing i can think abt the whole thing is that, my bonus would be gone if i leave now!

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This is indeed upsetting.
i shall care less and talk less and just do my own job.
i shall care less and talk less.
i shall care less.

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i still went to hr and sign the contract.
to me, the attraction of $$ (as in bonus at year end) is still greater.
i hate myself for that. (oh well, don't have to pretend to be 'qing gao', whether i'm going for study or not next year, the >1month bonus is super attractive, okay?)